I think I ended my last post with Jeremy's family's visit. The last day they were here, Jeremy took his dad and the boys to watch the Cardinals practice--that's kind of a big deal here in this "small" town. I guess it's good for business...but not good for driving downtown with all the tourists going the wrong way on one way streets and creeping around going 15 mph. My parents didn't even get to go to their favorite BBQ restaurant due to avoiding the tourists.
Sam and Evan have finally become good playmates--I think mostly out of necessity. I feel bad about having less time to actually play with them, but feel good about them liking each other and learning to entertain themselves. Here we are in a rare moment together playing superheros and the mommy fairy (my cape was Annie's nursing cover).
I've been feeling a little emotional at times lately...go figure. One was a sweet moment when Sam got all dressed to walk to the library with Grandpa. They left together, Sam looking like this:
This weekend, I took the boys to an Arts and Music Festible (that's how Sam says it) downtown and the boys bypassed the bounce houses and free candy to stand in line for balloon animals. Almost an hour later, we were still in the line (the lady behind me was offering to pay $40 for a balloon animal at that point) but Sam and Evan would not be deterred from the mission of getting a balloon. We finally got to the front and the boys got matching balloon swords. I lectured them about NOT BREAKING or LOSING them because we WERE NOT going to stand in that line again. A few minutes later, Evan tripped and fell down, popping his balloon. His cry, "It bwoken, it bwoken" was enough to make me almost lose it...I hate being the mommy in those moments! I was sad enough to almost agree to get in line again, but Samuel gave me his balloon for safe keeping and somehow, it popped. Though sad, I was relieved because now they were even and I could just promise to give them balloons at home or something. Luckily, they got distracted by fencing with their sucker sticks
Then, silly mommy had the idea the next night of going to Lake Mary. The kids would probably have been fine just hanging out at home, but I think I wanted to prove that I could still go on an outing and be relaxed with 3 kids now. We took ice cream in a cooler and watched the sun set into the smoke from a forest fire. The boys decided to go into the water and each lost a croc (shoe) in the mud on the bottom. I threatened, "I'm not coming out there to find them!" and then caved in and went digging in the mud because I couldn't bear to lose their favorite shoes (that only cost $3 each). I found one of Evan's, but Sam's was too far gone. I felt like crying over those silly shoes because the boys loved them so much, even though they weren't upset themselves. I kept craning my head to look back at the lake as we drove away, hoping it would have floated to the surface. I even woke up the next morning and started thinking about driving back out there...all for a silly imitation croc. Some day I will feel normal again, right?
Well, I hope to post more often, but this was the first real chance I had to sit down and think. And I think I did pretty good for typing most of this with only one hand!